I can only imagine...

Walking on the greenest greens, running on the brightest white beaches and sitting under the pinkest pink flowered trees.. 

I feel the warm amber honey that surrounds me. 
I feel the blanket of peace and the fathers joy that fills me. 

I walk and take another moment in the cool brook that flows freely, tickling my ankles

Its invitation shines with every color, even those yet to be named. 

It's as tho I am walking on precious gems that are smooth as silk.

The smell of fresh floral dances around my senses from every direction, I feel a building anticipation





It's like a thunder when it happens, yes when the horses roll in, my spirit yells the horses are coming!

I am walking and enjoying this vast pleasure that's wrapped up like the most amazing package. 
My gift has every ribbon and adornment laid out on display for all to see. 

 I am walking and admiring the gardens, green hills, birds overhead and yes, the warm, amber glow all around my presence. 
I feel my father, he is all around me and in everything I see.

I can leap like a child from tree to tree, dance across the green fields of glory,  I lay beneath the tree of butterflys and sing as loud as my voice will carry and I am pleasing. 

The cloud is appraoching so I jump up to go meet it. 

I see the stampede of beautiful giants, white horses with beards being led by the most celestial looking man and I am in awe...

I think I know him 

Its my friend, my love from long ago. I get the feeling this visit is a recurring event that I look forward to.

I see us riding past trees that have the most amazing branches, they reach for us with admiration of the fathers children

I can feel the kisses of the sweet smelling flowers as the branches bend over us when we pass under them.

I savor our rides and discussions of heaven. We talk about what our father has him doing but its the glimmer in his eyes that fills me with childlike amusement.

When he is called away and I am again standing at the road of goodbye, it does not grieve me because I know I will feel the thunder again and the horses will return, they always do...

Im heading back to the garden where the fragrance guides me. I am headed to the glimmering waters the ocean that sings and the animals that roar with laughter

I am filled, I am whole, I am complete, I am waiting...