True Love

True Love...

Let me Smell the Fragrance of Your Touch

You have Become my Soul Passion

Take me Away with You

I Love You Lord...

Your love is a Mystery that I Long to Discover Along with all its Treasure

Your Strength is Steady, Unchanging and is My Addiction

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah!

Your Love is the Unwritten Song that Swims in My Thoughts, Waiting to be Written

Your Love Jesus Makes me Sing Lyrics Not Even Yet Thought Of, Where my Flesh Finds Void My Spirit Finds its Voice

You Are My Breath, My Blood, My Flesh and All That I am And Still Long to Be

I AM the Glory of HIS Love

I am HIS wonder..

I am His Beloved ...

I Am HIS Daughter...

I have a Question

YOU SAY YOU CAN SEE...

Even with my eyes shut you stubbornly stare deeply at my lids as if you can see me

What are you helplessly searching for?
Do you search into my soul trying to find the answers to our void?
I wonder if it's the match you search for, that will reignite the flame. The flame that has been extinguished by all the strong winds that surround you.
If I were to place a mirror in front of you, would it bring you the revelation of the vast void in your own desperation?
 Will it change anything?

Your Summer storm that grows with intensity can be messy leaving chairs overturned and umbrellas flying past me
It's the flying debris I run from, not you.
Your fatigue is working against your judgment so you continue to wander aimlessly under the desert sky. 

Even the lost wanderer seeks shade.  
a place to seek refuge from the elements of this life. 

You have become the lost vagabond in search of the Holy Grail. 

Rest...
Drink  from the well. Lay under the shade that comes from the heavens. Your shelter can be found beneath the wings of the father

I find hope in my faith and hopelessness in the relentless battle.
The darkness always comes after the light has gone 
but if you wait, just wait...

Light always returns with a new day, and the song bird with a new song...

From the mind of another...

I've come to wonder 

when a person can't sleep at night

is it because 

they are awake in someones else's dreams

Did you Sleep?

Always

I SEE YOU...

I've Always Seen YOU even when no other soul has 

I see your eyes squint with laughter, as if your staring into the summer sun but

It's just me your looking at...

I see your eyes turn sad with the color of vibrant moss, the same moss I would imagine that cover rocks on the river banks of heaven

I SEE YOU...

I see you and the tears that well up when you watch your child walk across an airport parking lot on her return home from afar 

I SEE YOU...

I see your struggle in this world that you were forced to come into

I see the longing for your heavenly position you will be appointed to in heaven 

I SEE YOU...

I see your strength of a dozen men and your weakness of a feeble man

I see your heart that beats from your chest, I can see it through your shirt beating to the rhythm of my name 

I SEE YOU...

you are not a darkened memory to me but a light that's been temporarily lost

I SEE YOU...

I see you looking over the newspaper while your glasses slide down your nose,  your eyes glance in my direction with such admiration and love

I SEE YOU...

I see you holding on to our youth as if its a tangible life sustaining magic that can change everything with one memory of it

I see you holding on to places, smells, sites and sounds then locking them away for your dark, rainy days that come to haunt you 

I see you struggle your way through full moons like some TV character struggling to find its form

I see you in your youth in OP Shorts your blond hair and big green eyes frightened struggling and at times lost in this big scary but beautiful world

I SEE YOU...

I see you chasing cars, building sand castles, laughing till you cry and turning bright red under the summer sun

I SEE YOU...

I have not lost site of you in room 202....

I see every part of you that you don't. I see every part of you that has been forgotten by you or over looked or perhaps tucked away 

I SEE YOU...

I see the light that you hide from, pouring out of those eyes

I see our father calling your spirit and your spirit longing to just rest your head on his chest

I see who you were, who you are, and who you will be

Won't you look into the fathers reflection and see you too? You're beautiful, a wonder, and a discovery waiting to be found...

I have found you...I see you..."You are my treasure" says our father  

"I am you and you are me."


Forever & Always I will See You

The Giant

I drive down this road headed toward my destination and think about the giant that torments my dreams.

 The giant that torments my dreams as I walk through the streets of this life bumping into daily routines not focused on what has been given, chosen or laid out before me.

Instead I only see the nightmare, how senseless is this?

This giant is bigger then me, so vast, so strong, so dark.

Somebody wake me

Does the giant even know what it wants with my dreams? or is his total existence just to invoke destruction, torment and confusion?

 Does he have a purpose at all?

Is there a plan thats been laid out for him like all of us?

Does God have this glorious plan for him too?

Does the giant dream and have nightmares of his own?

Maybe I AM the giants nightmare..

HIDDEN AMONG THE STARS

I CLOSE MY EYES AND DREAM...

                                                                           

My eyes are so heavy I'm beginning to drift...

I think I might be dreaming.
 Please don't wake me, I think Ive arrived.

Visions of flying swirling in my head 
wait! I can feel the Air between my toes, gusts of wind twirl up against my face. Yes, Yes I have arrived!

I am recalling Psalms 55:6 

Oh, That I had Wings Like a Dove I would Fly Away and Be At Rest

if I could fly, It would be among the stars 
I would hang my heart and watch it swinging from the beautiful clarity of their creation.

Breath daughter...

To be free! to reach the depths of my fathers universe!

Breath...

I dance, twirl and fly among an audience of my spectators. 
I hear the Cheers of their pleasure in my pain and
yet they bow their head in disappointment as I fly?

breath...

The vastness of your darkness and its hollowness is always in pursuit, your presence threatens to engulf me.

Breath...Take his beauty in!

Keep your eyes fixed on his omni presence and the glory of his universe. 

Breath him in...

"Fly among the stars that fill the heavens daughter"
I'm going back but have left you with the best part of me. 
I left it swinging from a star as an offering to you, my saving Father. 

I breath you in... I breath you in... I breath you in...

I drink of your anointed milky way and warm myself in the honey of your Amber glow.
Daddy I am filled with your wind, I am ready now
I am ready for my awakening...

Charred Remains

Lightening Strike





Your Swift & Deadly, and the Pressure of Your Demand to be Heard is Deafening

You are a Precision of Pain that Continues to Linger in the Air Long After Your Influence has Been Felt

Always Charred Hearts Left Behind in Your Wake

Where Are You North Wind, A Breeze Wont Due

Open A Window, Let the Fathers Flow Sweep In like
 A Current of Cold Water

The Accuracy of Your Pain Remains to be Hidden in the Destruction of Your Heart

You and Your Heart Waiting to be Rebuilt by Others After the Fire Burns Out
Will be left to the Fathers Doing

Father, Let me See the Vision of the Seed. The Unseen Seed Which Grows Under the Charred Remains Of a Wild Fire

My Hands Are Dirty, Sifting Through all the Smoldering Blackness is a Dirty Job

Fear Not, Look to the Skies and Look Deep into the Eye of the Storm

I See You..

I See You Pushing Through All that Dried up Death and Darkness Surrounded by Nothingness

I See You...

I See the Beautiful Seed Of Hope and New Beginnings...

Transparency...

To be Crystal Clear without Clouded Truth. To be Painfully Honest with Yourself as well as with Others.

It's a way of Exposing all that makes you Hide from Yourself and the Life that has been Handed to you.

I myself have put my Heart on the platter of Truth and had it Served up to Love only then to be a witness to the Destruction of it. 

I have Lost friends and Loved Ones alike but I wouldn't Trade my Transparency and all the Truth that Comes with it Even for more Happiness, if it Meant that I Would be Expected to Cover Myself back up with Lies, Shame and Guilt.

I Check Myself for Opaque Imperfections so you Don't have to. 

Hey, Don't Worry Being Transparent isn't All Dark but Can be Rather Liberating, its the Razor to the Tethers that Hold me Down, Bind me up and Restrain me.

Man can Tether me to the Weight of the World. The Precious Father can Free me but what Glory can be Won From the Hidden Pain or the Freedom of it? 

My Transparency can Sing Songs to the Deaf and Can Dance for the Blind. 

There's the Glory...

HIS GLORY!!